yoyosczx!
work seems to getting more and more...
i dunno what to say but yea.
new manager came today.
to be frank she is kinda nice but yea..
a weird feeling in me. hahah.
and omgosh! angie neo text me today !:)
im happy cause she finally FINALLY MISSES ME!:)
and someone i dun expected text me too.
i dunno how to forgive you , i dunno how to trust you again.
i dunno how to build back our f/s.
i dunno when you will choose love over our f/s again.
i know my shishus never leave me before.
they are the ones here for me when i needed them.
they plan outing for me just to cheer me up.
they talk cock with me when im bored.
they care for me when im sick.
they text me when they miss me.
they share with me their happiness and sadness.
shishus are the only ones here for me, not you.
you choose to choose her over me, over our f/s.
nao out of the blue, you text me.
asking for forgiveness , telling me you know nothing at all.
i know its not your fault that you are being fooled by love too.
but i just i just dunno how to convince myself to forgive you.
everyone just asking me to forgive you, telling me you know nothing at all.
i dunno if you deserve it, really.
i just look at your text and stone.
i dunno what to reply, i dunno what should i say to you .
i dunno when i see you again, whats the first thing i should say.
i dunno if i see you i would ever smile.
i just know , shishus treated me like a princess, trusted me like their sister, and supporting me always.
and you, in my heart you are just someone who betray my trust, who broke my heart.
nothing else.
sorry that nao i dun have the ability to just tell you, its okays.
and shishus is defending you and helping you with good words.


SHISHUS! TAY BENG HOE AND LIEWCHONG KIT!
I LOVE YOU TWO DEEP DEEP!:)
thanks for everything :)