sad not because we lost.
everyone played well i guess.
and as a team we played better .
but you know, im really disappointed with myself.
seems like im really too lousy .
alot of time i told myself stop comparing .
and really , each time i tried to have faith .
but its always disappointment after disappointments.
i got no more faith to believe.
i got no more confident .
and everything is just n a mess.
each word just seems to hurt so much .
i dunno why , well FML.