its exactly how im feeling .

kerrie and the playful jilyn jump in !

nicesczxscsxscs!(Y)

jack it , and my head so big !

kerrie's gift for all of us! mine is GREEN! (:

shades from jessie&abrie!

and the 7babes of mine<3

hey there !

my day kind of suck big time today expect for the steamboat and the company .

work is zzzz fucking argh today .

i guess must be my period that causes me to be so easily frustrated !

PMS suck big time.

and especially dunno why super busy today ! every sec theres people coming in .

it just show how rich my boss is .

hahah .

off to meet my lovely bunch of classmates for our gathering .

it not the whole class my clique , jack it plus the guys and their boyfriends .

kind of well , lonely .

the pathetic thing is im the only single one in my clique . =.=

how great is that ?

super great! i know . power right ? jitao (Y)

cause im the ugliest , stupidest , and annoying in my whole clique .

no matter which clique it is .

aww. sadlife i got .

HAHAHA! nah , just kidding!

its good to be single , i love it . (its a lie)

LALALA~

okays im crazy because im typing nonsense here nao !

alrights, back to steamboat!

although i didnt help in buying the food!

but i helped by preparing it!

cutting it and marinating it! (Y)

everybody say its nice! happy only!

and many said i can be a good wifey!

teehees, guess they just wanna make me happy nia!

but they say kan bu chu sia that you can do all these!

wth! so its a insult or a compliment ?

duncare i will just take it as something good! :D

i swear the food is so damm lot! and we all ate like we havent been eating for years!

especially the guys! (Y) jessie's bf lagi best! he sat there for hours! i swear he sat there at least 2hr to eat and when we go for 2nd round he said he's not FULL yet! WOW RIGHT! no wonder jessie ahhuay can eat so much too! but both of them is damm skinny! =.=

den gift exchange!

tyngyuan brought me a rose ring! red in colour and i brought jessie a shirt and i hope she likes it!

and kerrie make us present too , with our name on it!

and and abrie&jessie brought us present from bk too!

me claudia and jilyn gt shades and tyngyuan julia kerrie got pouches! (:

like a happy only! 3gifts! (:

and i gave away 1 present today , tmr gonna gave one more to bp! and wed 2 more to honey&ahwang! (:

happy kid only! :D

lepak and catch up with the girls and watch tv , MJ and drinking! (:

and den homesweethome .

got a lil pms and feeling damm emotionally .

maybe im behaving like a kid , but you've got to know actually all i wanted is just some care&concern . thats all . yet maybe to certain people its just catching attention and irritating .

den im sorry that im childish, im sorry that my pms suck big time, im sorry that im just who i am .

i suddenly realized i got so much to say , i dunno who to tell , because i couldnt accept bad things.

thats me . so i rather keep it all within myself den say out and hear negative comments about it .

alrights maybe i should stop here .

goodbyes.

tmr will be better? i hope so and i pray so .

xoxo .

childish/mature, i can be both , but its who im dealing with .