so, its officially over, before chirstmas.
anyway, merry chirstmas people.

sometimes you gotta uds why girls get so sensitive, paranoid, jealousy and maybe irritating.
it because sometimes we lose the faith that that someone special gonna stay with us.
we gets tired of going through the same long thing and gets the same ending.
we dont like to go thru a r/s, make time and efforts in it and gets the same ending.
we just want someone to love and someone who love us and only us.
we just want that assurance, that love, that care, that faith, that honesty and loyalty.
i know sometimes we asked for too much, we take things for granted.
but have you ever wonder you're doing the same thing too.
you took us for granted just because we love you, just because you know we wouldnt leave. just because we always forgive you even when you hurt us million times.
loving is about taking and giving.
nobody is perfect, not you, not me not anybody.
we complain, we rant because we dont hide our feelings and somehow wish certain things work.
sometimes we wanna listen to you too, listen to your rants and complaints.
we wanna know what youre thinking, what you want.
we dont walk away as easily, as bravely like you do.
even when we do, we are waiting for you to make us stay.
we always stay to try to fix the problem, yet what you did is get rid of the problem.
maybe thats your way of doing things.
but please know , like you we have hearts that will bleed.
im not trying to blame it all on guys.
im just trying to say sometimes its hard to uds guys are thinking and sometimes they just cant uds certain things and certain reactions.
well, see what love have done to all of us.

hello there.
today is a good day and yes only today.
the past few days were horrible.
mindfucking and stressful.
have been looking back too much lately.
which i shouldnt be doing.
and also holding on too tightly on certain things in my life.
i dunno since when i became the way i am.
i forgotten how does it feels to be truely sincerely happy about every small lil things.
i forgotten how does happiness feels like.
emotional? yes. very.
and thats what i hate about myself.
once i step into something, be it f/s or r/s, i give my all.
i put my heart and soul in it.
dont ever doubt me, because i know myself best.
sometimes i envy people who could let things go so easily.
alrights, if i were to go on, it would be never ending.
so coming back to why isit a good day today.
met my bestest friend twin pork TAYHWEITENG! :)
heehee, we went kovan and had DOMINO PIZZZZA for lunch!
heehee good food, good company.
so its a good day <3 :)
i have to say, she is one of my bestfriend who will always be here for me.
to pull thru my worse and down times tgt.
be it how hard a person i am to deal with, she never leaves.
and im really grateful to have her in my life :D
sounds wrong? but yes she is that great.
thank you for being part of my life and thank god for sending sucha asshole girl in my life :D HEEHEE
hate you BP! :)

well, my boy is on his way to my place too.
just spend some time tgt.
cuddling and watching running man! ^^
as simple as that.
and we are happy :)

well, before i go..
two more fucking papers and its party time!
LETS PARTY BABES&HUNKS! <3
fuckyeah.
xoxo.

hey there.
school is stressing everybodehhh outzzzzzzzz!

one week after another.

work pilling , assignments too and not forgetting projects!

ahhhhhhh!

and alot alot of things in life...

well, suck it up.

goodbyes.

xoxo.

as we grow older.

we realized that people dont always listen to your rants or rather you dont wanna rant anymore.

its so pointless to say certain things, make other parties unhappy and the things still remain unchanged.

i rmb when we were all young, we speak our mind , we ignore what people say.

we just want to be happy.

but as you grow older.

happy became something harder to feel.

let alone contented.

as we grow older,

we asked for more.

more time.

more happiness.

more friends.

more money.

more fun.

more clothes.

more and more things..

when we were still a kid, ice cream could just simply make our day.

nao, not even 100 of ice creams could make us smile.

as we grow older,

things seems to more complicated.

when we were young, everything seems to be as easy as ABC.

as we grow older,

we tend to be more selfish.

when we were young, we would share our toys, food with the people around us.

yet nao we keep the good things to ourselves.

as we grow older...

life gets harder.

when we were young, life is great.

sometimes i get so tired that i just break down, sleep and life still goes on.

time will not stop for you neither will people.

sometimes you've done so much for people wishing they could at least appreciate what you've done for them, yet they just took it for granted.

we dont do things just for the sake of doing it, especially to the ones close to us.

we do it because we want to do it.

nobody have to do anything for anyone unwillingly.

because you dont owe them a living neither do they owe you one.

if some people dont appreciate the things you've done for them den stop doing it.

if you placed someone first yet they treat you as their second, prioritize again.

nobody deserve to be second when you placed them first.

time to time we know what we should have done yet we let our heart climb over us.

we can say whatever we want but when it comes to action, thats the difficult part.

actions speak louder than words. action are harder than words.

this is why people use words easily to make up to the mistakes they made or rather to make someone happy.

sometimes we find it hard to let go certain things in life.

because theres many thing invest in it.

time

feelings

efforts

commitments

money

well, we know we just love saying things for the sake of saying it and not doing it.

especially girls.

they know what they should do yet the choose to hold on most of the time.

because they treasure friendship/relationship more than guys do.

guys loves to run away from it and just avoid it.

if i were to say.

girls are so much stronger than guys.

what i hated the most is when i know certain things yet i have to pretend that i dont.

or its killing me inside yet i have to pretend that everything's alright.

im just feeling tired, thats all.

xoxo

tests and assignments is piling up.

so is stressful-ness, tiredness , cranky-ness.

school is draining me out.

tiredsxzczxczxsxs.

but with friends, sweeties and baby.

its awesome.

xoxo.

i miss my baby ):

on a brighter note, im seeing him tmr! <3

yays.

my loveliest <3 :)

glad that we pull through it.

hoping that things will get better, slowly.

you said we shared the same equal amount of trust, so does faith.

I love you, baby.

the truth is im not find at all.

i have been crying every nao and den.

it hurts so much.

yet all I can do nao is to tell myself you are still my boyfriend and you still love me.

thats all.

holding on to the faith that you truly love me and all you need is a break.

two weeks will be a hard time for me, but i will pull through it.

whats mine , will be mine.

hello there.

I know i neglected my blog alot but well sometimes im just too lazy or i just dunno how to put certain feelings in words.

ohwell, i have been working at H&M for the past one week plus.

time flies when you worked there.

its always messy and filled with people.

so you constantly have something to do, even you dont you have to find things to do.

anyway i really love the people there, most of them are really naise people.

i had a great job experience working at H&M :)

shall visit them really soon <3

and i have to mention this,

one of the hong kong supporter gave me his bag because i said his bad is cute.

so naise and cute of him right ? and he just went back to HK ytd. thats sad.

well, i have to say there are a few cute guys there BUT most of them are not straight.

and theres kind of turnoff isnt it? HAHAH

orhkays, havent been meeting my girls for quite some time alr and i miss them so badly !

on a happier note, i meet my shishus and shufu twiceeeee~

yay~ sucha happygirl yea :)

we went dinner and camwhore-ink~

and fuckyeah beng shishu bought me an insanely huge sunglass from taiwan! & elmo pouch ~ :)

i always had fun with them and they always treat me likka princess~

what i like most from them is they made me laugh by doing the lamest thing or saying the stupidest thing ever <3

I have to say they are always here, invisible-ly but i know they are here.

just that at times i dunno how to turn to them.

thanks shishus and shifu :)

anyway anyway my boy is out of town for some sailing ~

yes, navy boy have to go out to the sea and explore all the time.

and its his virgin time and its 10days!

at first i thot it will be damm hard for me.

but well i buried myself with work , trgs and loveliest poeple ! :D

one thing i have to admit is that despite being so busy and tired I really miss baby alot ):

favorite please come back nao ):

3 more days.

this few days i have been telling myself i dont miss you and dont expect much.

guess no expectation wont lead to disappointments.

im a selfish girl you seeeeee..

lalalalalalala~

i shall stop here ~

goodbyes.

xoxo

asking too much?

A real boyfriend . ♥

Just read this, dun stop, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

... ... When she stares at your mouth
-Kiss her ♥

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
-Grab her and don't let go♥

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
-Kiss her and tell her you love her♥

When she's quiet
-Ask her whats wrong♥

When she ignores you
-Give her your attention♥

When she pulls away
-Pull her back♥

When you see her at her worst
-Tell her she's beautiful♥

When you see her start crying
-Just hold her and don't say a word♥

When you see her walking
-Sneak up and hug her waist from behind♥

When she's scared
-Protect her♥

When she steals your favorite hoodie
-Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night♥

When she teases you
-Tease her back and make her laugh♥

When she doesn't answer for a long time
-Reassure her that everything is okay♥

When she looks at you with doubt
-Back yourself up♥

When she says that she loves you
-she really does more than you can understand♥

When she grabs at your hands
-Hold her's and play with her fingers♥

When she bumps into you
-Bump into her back and make her laugh♥

When she tells you a secret
-Keep it safe and untold♥

When she looks at you in your eyes
-dont look away until she does♥

When she says it's over
-she still wants you to be hers♥

When she reposts this bulletin
-she wants you to read it♥

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything♥

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go♥

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you♥

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her♥

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you♥

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick♥

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid♥

- Give her the world.♥

- Let her wear your clothes♥

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her♥

-Let her know she's important.♥

- Kiss her in the pouring rain♥

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking,BABY?"♥

Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened ?
Boy: She’s just too much for me .
His Best Friend: What makes you say that ? What did she do wrong ?
Boy: Well, for one .. She only cared about her appearance . Always had to look good,
always took forever to get dressed ! So insecure ..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes
locked on her ? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl
under your sleeve and not think otherwise ? I see ..
Boy: Oh .. Well .. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink . She’s so clingy !
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being ? Because she
cares about you a lot ? And her greatest fear is losing you . I see ..
Boy: But .. Uhh .. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly
mean . She can’t handle anything . She’s a crybaby !
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings ? And because she just
wanted to hear you say you love her ? I see ..
Boy: I .. Well ! You know, she’d get jealous easily . I could barely talk to other girls ! She’s so annoying ! I had to hide it from her .
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her ? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even
more ? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her . Isee ..
Boy: Well, she ..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you ? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish . Are you proud ?
Boy: I broke her heart .. Because I couldn’t see what was happening .. What happened to me ?
His Best Friend:You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could .
You see ? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you . THAT’S
what happened ..

hello there.

i wanna blog but i dunno what to blog ):

heavy heart but dunno how and what to say. ):

constantly reminding myself, people ard me loves me

even we dun get to see each other as much.

dun talk as often.

but theres always at some point of time

you dun feel their love anymore.

even for those that are constantly beside you and yet you have this same damm feeling.

and i hate it.

thats me.

so that i could always be the best for you and i know im not.

stay with me.

who are my truly close and bestfriend?

stress, tired.

wants holidays to come , fast.

main exams in two weeks time.

stress?

definitely.

wanted to start studying. but dunno where to start.

excuses?

maybe.

need some motivations.

miss my tp teammates.

yea, back to kaixuan and i guess things are...

i dunno what to say.

HAHAH.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

moodless nao.

bye.

xoxo.

nothing more to say.

T.E.A.M.- ED

At times when I'm about to lose my way.

I think of them and they keep my passion going.

Even though things changed alot nao.

They ARE still the best I ever had, and I'll never have them back again.

I miss each and everyone of you.

xoxo

bench admin.

sounds good?

everything that mean something

hello there. (:

polite finally came to an end.

its just a short two weeks of 5games.

and these two weeks i felt that im so close and bond with my teammieys.

so close that for not seeing them for two days nao and i started missing them alr.

my teammates fought hard for this sliver cookie.

and im so proud of them.

all those trgs and runs did not go down the drain.

although i didnt get to contribute much to the team.

but i really cherish all the time and chances i have them.

after the first two matches, i hang on and tried to be positive about coach moves and actions.

and third match, he finally played me.

and i told myself although its not a tough game but i will still play my best and gain his trusts and faith in me.

i dunno if i did, but the 4th match he almost make the move to me again.

but thank god in the end he didnt and that helps a lil and proves a lil.

maybe during the last three matches i did gain back some of his trusts and a lil mini bit of faith.

afterall TEAMTP , each and every one of you mean something to me and im glad ive got you guys as my teammieys.

nao that polite has alr ended, IVP is our new goal.

no matter how far we can go, we will fight hard for every game.

our common goals, make second possible this year.

and meanwhile, i will still try hard to prove coach wrong.

jiayous TEAMTP, jiayous ivyng.

anyway i spend my precious weekends with my boy.

so glad that ive got him in my life.

I'll do anything to keep you, will you do the same ?

Im not sure how long you will reached your limits and fade your love.

but as long as you're trying, im staying.

as long as you're fighting for me, i'll hold on.

i love you , damian wong.

lastly i miss all my girlfriends pretty much.

they might not know, but i miss them hell lots.

miss my lovely shishus too.

i hope they get my love and misses.

last last last but not least , dear classmates and clique lets mug hard for this month and yayy holiday. 4 fucking more weeks, survive it. JIAYOUS <3

goodbye.

xoxo.

stay with me.

need someone to sayang me.
need someone who i can rant to.
need someone who will hug me and tell me its orhkays,im here for you.

need someone who loves me.

need you.

orhkays, i really need this space to rant.

i dun wish to, because i know if i start, im gonna starting crying all over again.

two crucial games for my first two polite games.

but the time i played added tgt for both matches is only 5mins, 5 fucking mins.

and best of all, i didnt get to touch the ball at all for the second game.

first time in my life , i got benched for the whole game.

in my fucking 19 yrs, i have never been bench for the whole game before.

maybe b was right, everything have its first time.

i just gotta learn to accept it.

what im upset and disappointed over is not the playing time.

its that my coach dun even trust or have any lil bit of faith in me.

i can accept comments, scolding whatever.

what i cant accept not even given a chance to prove it.

did i not put in enough effort ?

all the trgs and commitments, what are those for ?

for fun ? to waste my fucking time and effort ?

hello people did you see my effort ? my hardwork ?

who's there to even appreciate my presence?

i dunno, i dunno what to do, what to feel.

someone told me this : here lies a thin line of giving up and proving yourself. please.

this someone is someone who never ever give up on me.

who always encourage me, motivate me and nag at me.

who will share my sadness and disappointments.

who never fail to listen to my ranting.

who are my beloved captain. <3

and thanks to many who are there to encourage me and make an effort to care for me.

i appreciate it alot, really.

since so long i ever felt like i really belong to a team.

thanks my beloved teamieys, those who are truly close to me. <3

projects are tiring and seems like im still slacking.

im mentally stress, and sometimes i really dunno what to do.

and i hardly got time for my sweeties girlfriends.

guess i have been missing a huge part of their lifes.

need time to catch up and meetup with them.

they are also part of me that i cant afford to lose.

as for my boy, there nothing much i want to say.

because i dunno what to say anymore.

maybe i just have to learn to be contented and stop taking him for granted.

whatever.

today i went to run 4km without a valid reason, without people asking me to.

wish to vent all these feelings out.

and thanks my teamieys, gillian and manyi for running with me. <3

feel so much better, but still couldnt get over it, sigh.

well, thats life.

suck it up.

gonna go back to kx tmr.

ask me if im egg-cited ? yes , somehow.

just hope things gonna be fine.

for nao, i shall stop ranting.

goodnights people.

xoxo.

no expectations, no disappointments.

very bad day.

very sad.

the end.

getting tougher

hello there.

unproductive weekends again.

didnt manage to do any work at all.

spend my sat and sun with my boy.

two more days to polite.

hectic week ahead.

projects, tests, polite and trgs.

how to deal with all this ?

with this cranky mood too.

i foreseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee its gonna be two fucking tough and emo week.

hellyeah, welcome to hell.

and whats next?

woman opens and main exams.

how to handle ?

time flies, YC came to an end too.

although this year i still dun manage to get any milo tins or golden cookies.

im glad that i met a lovely team and naise coaches.

thanks for this short period of memories. (:

anyway, i hope polite gonna be fine.

seriously.....

hao le, enough ranting.

goodnights.

byes.

xoxo.

boy, i need you.

manageable

i know i havent been blogging for very long alr.

gonna blog when i got something to share and when i feel like.

HAHAH.

lets talk about school.

projects, essay and more and more work.

but seriously most of the time , my classmates did most of the work and i just do something simple.

they really help me alot and maybe cause for their own results too.

but well they never give up on me.

just wanna say thanks and sorry to them.

whats next ?

BASKETBALL.

my milo cup has alr ended because sadly , we didnt manage to go to semi finals.

which affected me quite alot even though from the start i thot this will be the result but only after i realised that we deserved it so much more than the other team.

however, i had a short and good memories with siglap u19 :)

POLITE is coming in 5days time.

we trained so hard tgt as a team. 60km (at least) tgt is not a joke.

we can do this tgt, come on TP.

lets play our best and be the best.

jiayous team tp <3 :)

anyway my dearest bp is back to her single life and she is happy and im happy for her too. :)

i just want her to be happy, so i can be happy too.

we are twins, and we went through alot, more than anyone else.

she have been here for me at least 3years.

she never failed to be here for me every time i need her.

thanks bp.

you are part of my family.

ihateyou ! :D

I'm a girl who gets jealous easily, very sensitive towards everything, paranoid easily.

a girl who have given her heart away so many times and got hurt deeper each time.

so she start protecting it by holding her trust so tightly.

sorry boy, for not trusting you enough.

you are right, we share the same amount of trust.

you trust me so much so i should too.

thanks for not giving up on me.

no matter how much dramas i have given you, you still bear with it and love me wholeheartedly .

i should stop asking for more.

i dun wanna lose you, because i know ivyng cannot afford another heartbreak anymore.

you are my everything and i love you.

happy anniversary baby.

1year1month.

13months.

386days.

9264hours.

555840minutes

33350400seconds.

and still counting... <3 (:

anyway i gave school a missed today.

my cramp is seriously killing me. and i nua on my bed the whole day.

seen doc and the doc wanted to refer me to hospital for scanning for my cramps.

sound insane , so i rejected.

HAHAH.

i really need to start doing my work.

goodbye people.

xoxo.

life sucks, but life goes on.

i know this space is so dead so im here to save it.

hello there.

schoollllllllllllllllllllll is fucking hell, 5 projects on hand !

tp, i hate you leys !

anywayyyyy my life sucks.

wo hen sad.

about everything.

school, trgs and boyfriend.

seriously handling polite and youth cup is no joke! ):

im very stress and tired.

wo hen lei.

i need a hug.

and thank god ive got bp ! :)

and know what i love my tp team alot <3

i love my family.

i love my boy.

i love my friends.

i love my teamies.

i love my life except studies.

xoxo.

hello there, i know my blog is so dead, im back here to retrieve it yea?

school has alr reopen for going a month alr and yet im still slacking away.

but yea stress is piling up.

projects, assignments,tutorials, report and trgs coming up.

anyway celebrated my baby boy's 19th ytd !

i hope he had a great day even if its just a simple dinner with his family and dinner w/friends.

im willing to do anything just to put on a smile on his face.

well. i need to go.

shall blog again soon.

anyway im in love with tp bball team :)

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hello there.

have been a pretty long time since i last blogged.

guess i have been neglecting my lappy and actually theres nothing much to blog too.

school have started yet i havent got any actual lesson yet.

but i can pretty feel the stressfulness of year2 life alr.

take a long at my timetable and you will know.

more and more responsibilities and commitments coming up.

im not sure if im able to handle it. but im willing to try and give me best.

im gonna find my passion back for bball.

i know it wont bring me anywhere, but it will bring me happiness and laughters.

maybe its time to really grow up and behave like an young adult alr.

i have been playing wayyyy to much ivyng .

i screwed my year1 life.

notta gonna screw year2 right?

i always blame people for not pushing me hard enough and not lending a helping hand.

but i came to realize that maybe its just me that need to push myself a lil.

orhkays, i wish my thinking could last longer.

and not a 3min thingy.

im starting to learn to think, listen and see alr.

just give me a lil more time.

alright enough of my big reasons and nonsenses.

i love my boy.

rest well people.

goodnights.

xoxo.

you are who i love.

hello im finally back to blogging.

orhkays ive been back from kl for 4days alr.

but im busy with my boy and gotta no time to use my lappy.

so im blogging nao.

KL TRIP WAS AWESOME WITH MY DEAREST GIRLFRIENDS :)

reached there about 3plus.

Jeanette's cousin came and picked us up .

and guess what ?

HE DROVE A DAMM SMALL CAR AND FOUR OF US ARE HAVING HUGE LUGGAGES!

FOR GOODNESS SAKE! WE SQUEEZE IT INFRONT OF US AND HE COULDNT SEE THE SIDE MIRROR!

I SWEAR ITS DAMM EPIC!

and the whole journey we are laughing at it!

reached her cousin's house and poor him have to let his room out for us.

and his room is (Y)

big, naise , clean !

and well equipped ! (Y)

his room gotta everything we need!

perfect for the four of us !

ITS EVEN BETTER THAN 5STARS HOTEL! :)

and WE EAT SHOP EAT SHOP EAT SHOP !

EATTTTTTTTTTT SO MUCH AND SHOP TILL WE DROP! :)

we had really plenty of fun.

funny lame jokes, fun car rides, great laughter, awesome food, excellent shopping experienced and we just had great time together.

i swear its damm fucking awesome ! :)

WE HAD A GREAT VACATION! :)

heehee. girl, i love you so much! :)

anyway spend my lovely sunday with my boy and his family.

went bishan to meet him to have lunch and den went prayers with him .

his mum is CUTE, she always me laugh. :)

im glad that baby gotta a mum that loves him so much :)

my parents love me too!

which parents in the world dun love their child?

it just that the way they express it is different .

just know that no matter what your parents do, say, nag or whatever.

they love you,care for you.

no mater how annoying they are at times.

i admit sometimes i would curse and swear about my parents.

especially my mum, but i know she loves me more than anyone else in the world.

and i love her more than anyone else in the world too.

she's the best mum in the world. so is dad , korkor and didi.

i love my family as much as i love my boy .

and i love my friends too. :)

anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!

i finally meet my bpppp pork today! :)

although we had just a few hours.

but bpp you know, we always had fun.

we always gotta things to share with each other.

with you, i feel so comfortable, so myself.

i always had a great time with you.

TWIN CANT LIVE W/O EACH OTHER! <3

i hate you alot please _l_

bang the wall !heehee!

BFF FTW :)

goodnights everyone.

turn in early as many of you have alr started school.

tp has one more week.

xoxo.

what you see might not be true, what you heard might not be fake.

i know i have been neglecting my blog.

but im kind of busy.

and Im out of sg in 2 hours time.

KL trip , a lil getaway with my girlfriends.

honey&ahwang (wei&chew)

stay tune for updates kays?

goodbyes.

xoxo.

im gonna miss damian wong so much. <3

I just need to realise it good to have everyone here with me.

hello there.

i have already started working.

and its at parkway parade isetan level 2 selling men's wear.

the event will only be there till 12th april !

and yayyyy 13th im gonna go on a vacation with my dearest honey and chew! (:

anyway work is boring at times but for the sake of money ! no choice !

but well good about working there is : THERES SOGURT! <3

hahah. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i had a great wed ladies night with CHEW WEI CHIAKEE QIXUAN AND VALERIE ! :D

we went to butter factory but its boring so we cabbed to rebel/zirca/lunar! :)

we had plenty of fun and laughter ! :)

awww first clubbing session with my lovely girlfriends ! <3

i love them so much!

we gonna have more soon!

alrights, i miss my boyfriend pretty much too .

and i will only get to see him on sat and thats the only time im free.

sadlife yea.

but well distant makes the heart grow fonder yea?

i love you , baby.

goodnights everyone.

xoxo.

its orhkays to be weak once in a while.

damian wong

You show me love could turn a game into a relationship.

I’ll never wanna lose you.

I need you to hear me whine/rant.

I need you to text me.

I need you to call me.

I need you to nag at me.

I need you to wipe my tears when i cried.

I need you to teach me value in life.

I need you to hold my hand.

I need you to hug me.

I need you to pamper me.

I need you to pacify me.

I need you to argue with me.

I need you to have fun with me.

I need you to go to places i wanna go.

I need you to stay home with me and just do nothing.

I need you to sleep beside me.

I need you to cuddle me.

I need you to care for me.

I need you to assure me when i assume.

I need you to remind me things when i forget them.

I need you to help me blanket when i sleep.

I need you to wake me up when im so lazy.

I need you to takecare of me.

I need you to give me courage when im scared.

I need you to guide me when im lost.

I need you to make me smile.

I need you to love me.

I need you.

I love you.

friday- shopping with honey (:

we went bugis and haji lane.

went ard hunting for dresses for MR SHOO'S WEDDING.

instead we shop more than that.

went to walk ard bugis street amd junction.

haji lane for ice cream.

had a great day with her.

she never fail to make my day.

best honey ever !

love chen wei ling so much ! :)

sat- wakey early in the morning and went for to meet the babes and hunks. (:

we are all gonna attend MR SHOO's our secondary school physic teacher weddingggg! :)

it was at a church located at novena.

the wedding was beautiful, sweet and romantic!

i wanna get marryyyy tooo! HAHAH :)

anyway camwhore with them!

and get to see miss tay, miss sim, miss chew and some other teachers too!

HAD FUNNNNNNNNNN! :)

and went to meet love. :)

and went ph for the night!

sunday- a busy day for me.

went to meet love and spend some time with him before he book in.

today was special becuase i actually travel with him to pasir ris, because i had a chalet to attend.

my princess's 21st birthday.

my teammate,bestfriend, senior....

miss chua yinghui finally you are old alr.

please ;earn to take good care of yourself and best wishes.

love you ! :)

had a great time at her chalet because get to see many people! aww (Y)

and had a great time with everyone.

eat, play drink and FUN FUN FUN! :)

homesweethome.

and lastly for today.

spend the whole day with sister.

movie, lunch, dinner (Y)

homesweethome.

goodnights people.

xoxo.

im sorry that i fail as a gf, neglecting you .

life (:

LALAA!
seems like i have been neglecting my bloggggg these few days.
im a busy girl !
hahah!
went to 5NAs chalet on monday !
its was zzz alrights.
went home on the second night!
because i gotta work on wed!
at hilton hotel ! at the bar section !
work was tiring but still orhkays !
sat come fatser please!
cant wait to see my boy ! and going for mr shoo's wedding !
and sunday my bestfriend 21st bday !:)
and know what ?
IM GONNA GO KL WITH MY GIRLFRIENDASSS!
CHEW WEI AND WEI's friend.
AHHHHHHHHH IM DAMM LOOKING FORWARD LEYS !!
(:
heehee. goodbyes !
xoxo.









silly boy, ikylm.

demanding and not understanding ?
ikr.

my life is in a messed

yoz!
wed- meet up with my honey,ahwang and angie neo ! (:
meet chew first to go fareast for lunch, ayam penang. and pedicureee! :)
and meet wei and angie , saw manyi too ! (:
heehee! den went to scape to book for kbox !
meanwhile while waiting we accompany honey to eat. (she eat only while we watched)
sang two hours of K and i swear i had a great time with them.
after that we went to slack and homesweethome :)

and today went to meet my sweetie honey again :)
we went east coast.
supposed to cycle but we ended up slacking there.
HTHT.
and have dinner and went to pwp to walk walk.
and homesweehome:)
a simple day out with her !
and we brought TOTO but won nothing -.-
tsk.

gonna go back school for lighting supp tmr , kind of sianxed.
but well, still have to do it.
gonna go for the dragon boat trg ! :)
and its friday alr.
gonna see my boy on sat alr.
i cant wait !
i miss him like super much ):
goodbyes.












i have been wondering, how long ?

hate to be broke, if only...

im fucking tired today!
wakey and went to school for a 20min remedial and supp is on friday. ):
went to town and meet yinghui,marina and minyi
so long never meet them alr and im very tired today!
so restless and shagggg ):
anyway we walked alot today! and do cheap cheap medicure! (Y)
thanks to minyi ! :)
and im a broke kid ):
i want shopping but i have no money and im fucking fat !
sadgirl1992! ):
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
very very sad, so many mixed feelings ):
i miss my boy.
goodbyes.
xoxo.

lifes great with awesome girlfriends. :)

hey there!
i overslept and missed math remedial and get to know that its hell impossible to pass math and prepared to repeat it alr.
i intend to skip it than to go and demoralize myslef.
FMLH.
anyway meet my xuanny to go town and walk walk.
window shopping and taking pictures , trying clothes !
went to meet honey&ahwang aftermath.
we went to vivo.
had bk for dinner.
and head to sentosa broadway for camwhore-ink . :)
felt so loved with them !
i really had a great time with my girls today .
so blessed to have them in my life.
anyway its 21st again !
know what ?
baby and i have been through up&downs for 9 months alr.
although its not alot but its not easy either.
thanks for being in my life.
thanks for holding on.
thanks for everything.
you are my sweeetest drug.
p.s : i love damian wong .
xoxo.




love isnt the right word for us, its beyond words.