yes, it a brand new year, again.
last year this time, I'm crying for this person.
this year I'm still crying over the same person.
last year, we didnt started officially.
this year, we ended off officially.
funny isnt it?
yes, this is how's life make fun of me.
to finally let me have you and nao lost you.
you're moving on while I'm still stuck here.
trying very hard to keep my mind off you.
to make myself busy.
BUT just BUT you are always on my mind.
no matter how hard i tried, i just couldnt get my mind off you.
neither my heart.
you knew i couldnt afford this heartbreak.
yet you still choose to walk away easily.
I know i have to fucking move on and stop being likka kid.
I know i just have to accept the fact,
yes, i am accepting it.
i just love you, i just miss you.
no matter how unwilling to let go, i have to.
whats the point when you are unhappy.
when you dont love me anymore ?
all i want is you to be happy, even i have to cry myself to bed everyday.
to pretend to be strong in front of my friends.
to be a fucking loser in everybody eyes, in your eyes.
so what ?
just because i love you.
just because this so called 'love'
just because of you.
its not your fault.
its mine.
if from the start, i didnr force you to even start.
things like this wont happened.
im sorry to keep you being unhappy for so long.
im sorry i wasted your time.
im sorry that i love you.
im sorry that im just a fucking loser.
please be happy.

xoxo.
happy new year.