lessons learnt..

perfect sunday!
had lunch with the boy, gotta myself KOI.
home and had ahma's BKT and a big juicy apple.
spend a lil time with my son and daughter.
happygirl92 :)
however period forever being a bitch.
moodswing, pms, crankyness, cramps.
BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
but afterall its still greatttt day ! :)



suddenly, I rmb how loser I used to be.
especially that super loser scene that I will never forget.
and IVY NG swear she will never be that fucking loser again.
I will never make the effort to make anyone stay in my life anymore if they wanna leave.
I will never do anything for anyone that wont appreciate the things I've done for them.
I will never make effort for anyone if they dont.
I will never love anyone when they dont.
if you want me, you fight for it.
nothing in the world comes free.
If you want my trust, you earn it.
because I learnt that trust is not easy and it should be earned by hardwork.
I'm no longer that old me anymore.
I'm no longer that loser that give in just because I love that someone.
I'm no longer that weak.
I'm a tough strong girl nao.
Yes, I'm finally learning my lessons and mistakes after sho long.
I've learnt that if i dont allow certain things to hurt me, it wont.
I've learnt to shut the pain off.
I've learnt to hide that pain and keep the pain to myself.
I've learn that if someone loves me, he'll fight for me and never walk away from me no matter what happened.
I've learnt that if someone loves you, he'll always make time for you no matter how busy he is.
I've learnt that lies, excuses, cheating is what guys are good at.
I've learnt that actions speaks louder than all those sugar coated words.
but sometimes guys are pretty good actors too.
that what all the jerks have taught me.
thanks for teaching me sho much.
most importantly I HAVE LEARNT THAT LEOPARD WILL NEVER CHANGE ITS SPOTS.
ONCE HE CHEATEF BEFORE, ITS LIKELY HE WILL CHEAT AGAIN.
lastly, fuck all the guys out there that is cheating on girls.
if you don't like someone, just walked away.
if you dont love your gf anymore, break up.
there's no point in cheating.
just fuckoff.


The biggest mistake I have made in my life is letting people stay in my life far longer than they deserved to.


just before I end,I'm really glad for the people that have always been here for me.
you know who you are. thanks babies. I love yall. <3 (:


and my candy, for all the laughers and smiles that you've brought to me. <3 :)



goodbye.
XOXO.