and no expectation = no disappointment= happier.
and i felt much happier naoszx.
i wish my positive-ness would last long enough. :)

omgosh it gonna be 4am in the morning in 10mins time and im wide awake!
work from 6pm-12am.
closing sucks ,its tiring .
boss brought us to supper anyway!
thomas pratas, just fat die me only and its my one&only meal for the day.
came back home and nao im still not sleeping yet.
im gonna go to bed soon alr.
damm it.
my body clock is so screwwww!
ahhhhhhhhhhhh! dun care! hahah.
LALALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!:)

















i just wanna be me .

YAYYY!
hellosczx people!
im back from chalet !
it suppose to be tmr but due to working tmr i need rest.
hasnt been resting well for a few days alr.
im so gonna have a good night sleep today! TEEHEES!
chalet was pretty awesome!
great fun and gathering with those lovelys.
5 NA always very steady one! (Y)
LALALA!
:)
and i cant wait for thurs to come ! (:
byes! :)

LALALA!
hellosczx.
me slept for lke 3 hrs?
and then went to work for 7 hours.
and tp bball trg for 2 hrs!
call me a pro please! HAHAH!
and my ankle is damm freaking pain nao i dunno why either.
is suddenly lidat one.
its unbearable.
worse then spraining it man !
but i guess maybe tmr will be better alr! HAHAH! (:
and surprisingly im not tired! (:
LALALA!
dunno if i should go for 5NA chalet! shall see howww! HAHHA! (:
bpppppppppppppppppp!:)
be happy! i got so much to tell you! (:
teehees! byes people! (:

Don't be too happy/confident when someone tells you he/she likes you.
The real question is " until when? "
because sadly , like season people change and so do their feelings.

hellosczx there.
i guess my sat is not that bad.
i packed my stuffs, it look hell lot neater nao ! (:
wen to surprise bpp at town.
slack , walk ard and went to my work place for dessert.
den went flea and brought a dress.
back to mac t slack and play monopoly deals and uno. :)
trained home. :)
i had a fine day ! :)
lazy to upload picturesss!
shall upload soon uhs. teehee.

HAPPY BITHDAY TAY HWEI TENGGGG! :)
MY TWINNNNN BPPP PORK ! :)
TEEHEE.
MAY YOUR LIFE GETS BETTER (so mine will be good too)
and hoepfully everything went smoothly for you!
lastly HAVE A GREAT ONE!
sorry that i have to work and cant celebrate with you!
and sorry that i made so much promises and always never uphold them !
HATE YOU TTM ! :)

omgohsxzcx!
working is hell tiringg but somehow fun too.
i worked for like 12 hours ytd .
reached home ard 330am.
like wth right.
but yeaa, at least working keeps my mind off.
actually not really. HAHAH!
hmmmm. kaixuan trg cancelled and im a lil upset about it cauuuuuseee i wanna train.
lols. nvm den.
gonna work tmrrr!
actually jiahui asked me to work today but i refused, HAHAH!
and nao shes spamming my phone!
duncareee! HAHAH!
anyway isit a trend to ignore/dont reply people msges nao?
i guess so . LOLS!
































i dunno what to do anymore.

hellosczx !
me back to blog about my stupid life.
hahah. went to work ytd and meet my lovelys .
daddy(milk), ahwang(CHEW),honey(WEI) ytd night after work.
we are supposed to go club but we back out and have our own plans after that.
meet them to have dinner at scape!
had xinwang TAIWAN. :)
slack and walk walk and take pictures.
i had a great time with the girls.
we gossip and talk about things.
get to know alot from daddy,
and yea everything is going through my mind .
but she got a point too.
we have alr broken up. and it have been 3months.
what for go and think about it and all ?
but well, sometimes it cant be help.
well, my mens is seriously adding on to my moody emotions.
alright but well, im trying to suppress it alr.
so try bearing with me okays people? HAHAH!
i know all my lovelys love and know me well.
so they wuld definitely bear with me.
teehees! (:
LALALALA!
went to yishun and meet with another bunch of lovelys to play candles&lantern.
let me names those fun people. erina,jialeong,quan,eric,nick and damian.
lalala.
yayyyy! i have got the lantern and im very happy !
small small lil things make me happy too okays! :D
and stupid my lanterns got burned! tskk!
but i still very happyyyyy cause my lantern is GREENNNN! LALALA!
call me crazy or kiddy.
i duncare!
LALALA!
everyones tired and went to DJ's house to stayover.
didnt managed to have a good sleep .
and nao at home , i couldnt sleep and my cramps are torturing me .
and im hungryyy naosczx!
RAAAAAAAAAAA!
enough of my craps and rants.
byes peopleeeee!
BPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP! (:

basically i had a bad day.
went to that damm work trg is a waste of my time.
because they place is not done yet so we couldnt do anything.
just manage to let slut have her interview and asked for chel.
yayyness that 3 of us can work together !(Y)
and im fucking damm shuay.
cause i laiangggggg! while im outside!
FML! tsk .
went back home and then went for SP game.
its totally a disaster for me .
cramps are seriously unbearable, my ankle hurts like theres no tmr.
my shoots were off, my passes were shittyys!
overall, IM LOUSY !
and im currently moodless and perhapes very emotionally.
must be due to my PMS. must be..






i'm trying to keep my mind off. trying.

seems like i havent been blogging these days.
too tired. too lazy, and too emotional.
everyone is damm complaining about me spamming twitter with those emo stuufs.
alright i will try to cut down with those sadddyy stuffs there.
at least thats the only place i could rant about everything.
although some things are meant for some people to see.
but so what if they saw it?
nothings gonna change anything anyway.
it just kind of disappointment in me.
that each time when i learnt to to cherish or treasure something or someone.
something sucky have to just happened .
or isit im too comfortable with it till god wanna bring those away?
or they just wont fight for me?
perhaps im not worth it then.
lovelys,the truth is i'm not fine at all.
HAHAH!
anyway enough of saying those useless stuffs.
i went to kaixuan trg on sat !(Y)
trg was awesome with those beautiful ladies !
went to dinner as usual and back home.
sunday went out with my slut .
marina square and mbs.
had a great time with her. (Y)
and yea ytd!
a bad day .
went central alone back home and tp trg and meet teng.
i forgot about my phone when i went to trg.
the trg and night part was the best of the day.
day time was the worse .

and yea ao im at home.
gonna go for work trg with my slut.
having friendly later with SP(:
jiayous kaixuan girls (Y)

goodbyes. :)
























i don't love the way you lie. convince me with better reasons.

wen to kx trg today! (Y)
trg was awesome! although its tiring.
and my stamina . CUI!
time to really put time and hard work in my trg alr.
polite is seriously coming soon .
went to had diner with sir and kx girls. (:
then bus back with meows.
went to find my parents! (Y)
and i psycho daddy to buy me iphone4 .
teehees. shall see if he would. :)
and nao just bathed and back home (:









i know if i don't text you, you won't text me.
i know you don't miss me.
i don't know why you seems to be hot&cold.
i don't know why i tend to be so paranoid.
i don't know how i manage to be like this.
i wish i could read your mind.

teehee! me back to blog!
lalala.
ytd went for job interview at cityhall.
and gonna start work next week i guess at orchard cineleisure! (:
lalala/
i need a job and yes i got it ! :D
met my beloved shishus and went vivo, sentosa, resort world.
even though raining spoil our plans.
but yea we still had great time together!(: (Y)
they never failed to make me smile, make me laugh and bring me happiness (Y)
after that went to meet daddy and mummy for awhile.
home and my phone start ringing again.
met weilun and hong/ :)
home and slept ! (Y)
i had a awesome day !(Y)

yayyy! and me going kaixuan trg later ! (:
LALALALA! (Y)

FML OKAYS !
!#^$@*&@%*&%@(*@^(*@%

yosczx !
me currently at cjs house with damian .
me woke up with 34missed call and 4 msges.
pro right! stupid cjs disturb my beauty sleep !
tskkk! and sorry bpppp !
hope you are feeling better ! (:
LALALAL!
went to meet the idiots to watch movie.
resident evil was :/
HAHAH!
den came to cjs house to slack and play ps3. and i suck at it ):
lalala/.
duncareeee!
im currently craving for kit kat! (: LALALAL !

hellosczx there!
me back !
time to blog and tell you guys about my day! (:
nua at home as usual.
went bugis to meet my ahlian , esther lim shu hui for dinner!
had sakae, shes a sushi lover anyway. (:
den went to street and shopping!
both of us just shop only.
and nao im broke! :/ teehees.
slack awhile and went back.
met damian . :)
slack and back home.
ivy ng had a awesome day! (Y)
LALALALA!
feels like cutting hair!
should i?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

hellocszx. this is the 3rd time im blogging today.
yayyyy! exams is over!
and yea time to play but i guess its also time to worry about my result.
bt yea, i guess i still dun give a damm about it.
hahah.
went to tm had bbq chicken with the usual bunch of lovelys. :)
and bbq is full of ifm people. ifm01,02 and 03. HAHAH!
02 rocks please! (Y)
LALALA!
and slack chit chat abit and home .
after knowing the reason why ty and bestie broke up.
its really stupid.
but at least they still love each other.
i guess things will work out from them soon.
so many things have happened.
this year seems like a bad year.
silly bestie i wish you could know how to cherish more than being paranoid.
but i guess it takes to hand to clap.
jiayous bestie and ty. :)
at least you get to see each other and still could be friends.
yeayyea. no emo-ing ivyng.


lalalalaaaaaa!
exams over, its party time ivyng !(:











im so not going to let this affects me.

not knowing is so much better .
wtfuck are you doing ivyng.
i dunno what the hell you want.
you force yourself so much den why nao still look at it?
serve you right ! you deserve it.
if you dun go and see den nth will happen right ?
if you ignore and fucking move on you wont have to be sad nao right ??
why does it still hurts?















because i still care.
fml, i hate that im not over it.

hi there!
its 5am in the morning and i have got a paper at 9am !
yayyy! last paper le! :)
REBUS I WILL ACE YOU ! :)
we slept at 10pm and waket at 3 m just to study !
sucha hard working girl yea?
LALALA!
me gonna go back study soon !:)



you got me so confused at times, which is which? so hard to read you. :/

im back! :)
dinner was great! (Y)
alot alot of food! :)
den went ben house and ut cake slack chit chat !
everything was alright for me i guess! (:
hope birthday boy had a great day . :)
went amk to meet B with quan .
i guess everyone has their own problems.
be strong peeps. :)
to everyone that is sad out there.
cheerup, because it wont rain forever!
and i just love that picture, its on my phone wallet and lappy! (Y)
me ate medicine le but still notta tired yet. HAHAH!
nightyyyyyy world! (:

i wakey at 1plus today.
a good sleep man, no waking in the middle at all. (:
and den bath packed some of my stuffs and meet mummy!
she brough me to see doc and we went to visit great grand ma .
she is 100yrs old this year! so long live.
iand i rmbed she dote me alot when im young,
seeing her so skinny, left with bone hurts me.
she cant rmb anyone and she got bruises all over all and it starts to bleed itselfs.
so kelians ):
i wish she could be in peace then suffer like this.
arghhh.
and yea back home.
dun dare to take medicine scare sleepy.
gonna have dinner with the peeps to celebrate eric's birthday. :)
byes all. :)

yosczx there!
my day was alright! :)
wwakey at 12plus and my voice is double sexier today.
HAHAHA! duncare.
went jb with weilun hong and their friends.
walkwalk eat and all!
had a great day!(:
LALALA!
den went to marina just to make b send me home. HHAHAH!
den here i am , home! (:
LALALALAAAA! anyway!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC TAN HONG MING! (:
so old le quick find a gf and get married lah ! (:
best wishes! :)

andddd
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DU LIANG JIEJIE AKA LADY MEIMEI! :)
i miss you man and the kx girls!
cant wait to go back to trg ! :)
have fun !(:
loveya! (:


bpppppp!
dun stress okays!
i know its hard to handle your studies with so many paper , work , family and all!
but you know you boo is always here! 24/7! :)
and today is 09/09 leys your fav number! dun stress nor sad kays! :) smile ! (:

hellosczx everyone . this will be my new blog! (:
LALALALA!