five

5months.
havent really gotten enough of my single life.

lazy

been really long since i last bloggg~
too busy and lazy to.
internship is boring as usual. tiring because i have to wake very early and its kinda far ):
sho lazy to say what i have been doing.
two more weeks to 20 ):
i really dont wanna turn old.
but well, this is part of life.
whenever my bday is nearing, ill always have this feeling of being afraid to feel disappointed.
idky.
its just another day i guess.















imy.















XOXO

i really hate that we aint on talking terms.

i hate that you didnt do anything to it. 

i hate that imma doing things to block you out of my life. 

i hate that you aint making any effort.

i hate the way we are nao. 

and i miss how things used to be.

I wanna cry sho fucking badly, but nothing comes out.
I really really want a break.

我没有比 其他人强悍
这没有什麽好隐瞒
泪水和你一样烫 也会有心慌
只是不代表我要对人讲

工作很忙 没有谁不忙
我在工作之间流浪
剩下的未标示的时光 就像一个空罐
找不到任何事情 可以填满

有一种情绪是不具名的悲伤
跟我爱不到的那人彷彿无关
只有回忆发出的闷响
越听越觉遗憾
我可不可以什麽都不想

这是你留给我不具名的悲伤
我甚至说不出痛在哪个地方
爱不费一颗子弹 灵魂却洞穿
我投降 能不能把记忆关上

工作很忙 没有谁不忙
我在工作之间流浪
剩下的未标示的时光 就像一个空罐
找不到任何事情 可以填满

有一种情绪是不具名的悲伤
跟我爱不到的那人彷彿无关
只有回忆发出的闷响
越听越觉遗憾
我可不可以什麽都不想

这是你留给我不具名的悲伤
我甚至说不出痛在哪个地方爱不费一颗子弹 灵魂却洞穿
我投降 能不能把记忆关上越强烈的爱后劲越强
痛一直延长 在往后的每个夜晚
我以为时间是最好的偏方
治好的全都只是皮外伤

我的不具名的悲伤
跟我爱不到的那人彷彿无关
只有回忆发出的闷响
越听越觉遗憾
我可不可以什麽都不想
这是你留给我不具名的悲伤
我甚至说不出痛在哪个地方
爱不费一颗子弹 灵魂却洞穿
我投降 能不能把记忆关上