five

5months.
havent really gotten enough of my single life.

lazy

been really long since i last bloggg~
too busy and lazy to.
internship is boring as usual. tiring because i have to wake very early and its kinda far ):
sho lazy to say what i have been doing.
two more weeks to 20 ):
i really dont wanna turn old.
but well, this is part of life.
whenever my bday is nearing, ill always have this feeling of being afraid to feel disappointed.
idky.
its just another day i guess.















imy.















XOXO

I wanna get ink sho badly.

goodbye April, hello May.

times flies and yes its May alr.
how did the time passed sho quickly?
its almost half the year alr.
when you're young, you wanted to get old.
sho that you can do many things.
but when you're starting to get older, you wanna go back to the younger times.
yes, imma definitely talking about myself.
how i wish i could go back to being young again.
when exams are all you stressed about.
sigh still that same old line..
time wont slow down nor stop for anyone.
sho face the factsss.
April's over! hows your april people?
the last week of mine was horrible.
but its over.
May please be good, please.

when you're single, you see all the happy sweet couples.
when you're attached, you see all the freedom carefree people.
The grass is always greener on the other side.
sho learn to be contented with what you have before you lost it.


with no reasons, my mind is in a messed.
everything seems to be in a messed.
maybe just maybe, i messed it up myself.
out of a sudden, i dont know what i want anymore.
Its always when your heart wants this and your mind says the other.
this is call, mindfucked.
the worst thing is not that people mindfucked you, its when you mindfucked yourself.
its when you dont know what you really want, perhaps its not about wanting.
its needing.
wanting something doesnt mean you need it, and despite that you dont want it you need it.
wants VS needs.
just like mind VS heart.
orhkays, imma starting to not know what imma typing anymore.
perhpas i should stop here.



goodbye.
XOXO




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Nong Monday

Its a nong nong monday.
internship sucks.
nothing much to do anyway.
just reading some contracts, asking the technicians to attend to the complaints.
slacking with the people, lunchy with chel and stoning in the office.
went 15mins( at bugis) to celebrate wz's bday.
I guess we are one big clique of people that are still sho close despite being in our third year in poly since secondary school.
dinner, slack and homesweethome.
super tired.
yet nao when imma homed, not that tired anymore.
helllll.
the weather is getting worse nowsaday.
sho annoying and humid. cranky too.
can the weather get any bettterrrrrrrrr!
its PH tmr.
yay restday and no work !
double YAYs because imma gonna catch the lucky one with the boy. (:
hopefully the movie wont fail me.
please be a good day later. (:


I miss many things, of all I miss being wanted by someone that loves me.
goodnights.


XOXO



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