hey there.
school is stressing everybodehhh outzzzzzzzz!

one week after another.

work pilling , assignments too and not forgetting projects!

ahhhhhhh!

and alot alot of things in life...

well, suck it up.

goodbyes.

xoxo.

as we grow older.

we realized that people dont always listen to your rants or rather you dont wanna rant anymore.

its so pointless to say certain things, make other parties unhappy and the things still remain unchanged.

i rmb when we were all young, we speak our mind , we ignore what people say.

we just want to be happy.

but as you grow older.

happy became something harder to feel.

let alone contented.

as we grow older,

we asked for more.

more time.

more happiness.

more friends.

more money.

more fun.

more clothes.

more and more things..

when we were still a kid, ice cream could just simply make our day.

nao, not even 100 of ice creams could make us smile.

as we grow older,

things seems to more complicated.

when we were young, everything seems to be as easy as ABC.

as we grow older,

we tend to be more selfish.

when we were young, we would share our toys, food with the people around us.

yet nao we keep the good things to ourselves.

as we grow older...

life gets harder.

when we were young, life is great.

sometimes i get so tired that i just break down, sleep and life still goes on.

time will not stop for you neither will people.

sometimes you've done so much for people wishing they could at least appreciate what you've done for them, yet they just took it for granted.

we dont do things just for the sake of doing it, especially to the ones close to us.

we do it because we want to do it.

nobody have to do anything for anyone unwillingly.

because you dont owe them a living neither do they owe you one.

if some people dont appreciate the things you've done for them den stop doing it.

if you placed someone first yet they treat you as their second, prioritize again.

nobody deserve to be second when you placed them first.

time to time we know what we should have done yet we let our heart climb over us.

we can say whatever we want but when it comes to action, thats the difficult part.

actions speak louder than words. action are harder than words.

this is why people use words easily to make up to the mistakes they made or rather to make someone happy.

sometimes we find it hard to let go certain things in life.

because theres many thing invest in it.

time

feelings

efforts

commitments

money

well, we know we just love saying things for the sake of saying it and not doing it.

especially girls.

they know what they should do yet the choose to hold on most of the time.

because they treasure friendship/relationship more than guys do.

guys loves to run away from it and just avoid it.

if i were to say.

girls are so much stronger than guys.

what i hated the most is when i know certain things yet i have to pretend that i dont.

or its killing me inside yet i have to pretend that everything's alright.

im just feeling tired, thats all.

xoxo

tests and assignments is piling up.

so is stressful-ness, tiredness , cranky-ness.

school is draining me out.

tiredsxzczxczxsxs.

but with friends, sweeties and baby.

its awesome.

xoxo.

i miss my baby ):

on a brighter note, im seeing him tmr! <3

yays.