Tuesday, August 7, 2012

just need to rant a lil

Hi there,
been long since i last updated my blog and i know i neglected this space alot.
I dunno isit that imma too busy or imma just plain lazyy..
yes, just admit that imma too LAZY! hahah.
still suck at intern as before.
16 more days to end of internship (exclude weekends/ph)
something to be happy about because fuckyeah holiday.
but on the other hand, sucks cause of majorproject.
I wouldnt say its half done, but its like somehwhere here and there.
kinda stress actually and presentation is on 23 aug.
although its not the actual and final presentations, i still hope theres at least something to show.
BUT just BUT, looking at the infomation i gotten and my partner, i feel like killing myself.
yes, thats how jialet it is. sighs.
time flies seriously, 19weeks of intership and i left with 3 more weeks.
working at MFA is fun and pleasant I would say.
definitely not the workload but the people and fun i had.
people here dote me, some of course.
maybe imma just too young thats why. HAHAH
i will definitely miss the people here and i bet they would miss me too.
but well, everything comes to an end.
LALALA~
I CANT WAIT FOR MY BKK TRIP DURING OCT!
omgosh, sho eggcited for this trip.
ME gonna shop like free and eat likka swine.
ohyea, imma going with my poly classmates! :)
two more months to my trippppp!

havent been meeting my girls for quite some time and we used to meet alot ):
somehow i felt that we are drifting, or perhaps i am drifting apart from them.I
 hate this feeling, like they are going out with their other cliques of friend but not me.
i understand that everyone is busy.
but why does it seems like imma the only one making effort.
well i guess, this is just part and parcel of life.
move on ivy.

as we grew older, we didnt realized that our parents grew older too.
parents health are getting worst, aging i would say.
all the health problems are slowly kicking in, body breaking down on them.
no matter how much you rant about your parents but once you see them suffering, it hurts you.
yes , theres exactly how imma feeling.
sho heartpain to see mum having to undergo surgery and dad health getting bad too.
but i believe things will get better and they will get well soon.
I love my parents <3


One thing I would confess : imma no longer single.


goodbye.

XOXO